yes

Right now

just Right now
while you are reading these lines

your eyes meet mine

as they looked at the same lines
while writing them

just for you
to look at

missing closeness

do I offer myself too easy?
I wonder if i ever told you that I was scared...
I find it cold
a coldwar without blood to clean
nothing to proof a victory or defeat
a long lost battle
repeatet over and over again
in the distance of our imaginary surfaces

no friction
no borders
no warning of pain

I am always a year behind
in discovering my life
it was in Volkspark Friedrichshain
I remember your browngolden hands
on my silverpale skin
ghosts of flying waterdrops singing in the air
did I ever told you that i was scared?
dancing with you here
in love
im loosing everything in memorised presens
reversed heart beat beat beat beat me up
and down
in samples of missing closeness

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